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最近非常哈Avril的歌，大学的时候喜欢听王菲的歌，那时候喜欢的东西闷闷的，怪怪的，绝对属于闷骚型。
后来，大概是大四的时候开始转型，喜欢节奏感强的，释放感强的歌，什么叫释放感，我说不清楚，我就是本能的喜欢把听到那种歌的感觉形容成释放感，就好像是脱离了沉闷的循规蹈矩的自己，回归了另一个自己，一个健康阳光有活力无所畏惧的自己。
Avril的歌就能给我这种感觉，这样的歌是年轻的，是可以make me jump into freedom的，就象其中的一首歌名anything but ordinary
Maybe someone can understand the whole me,the deep inside me, I just closed to you, look at you, smile to you,
think what you think I suppose, like a game, like a joke, i may crazy or dance beside you, i love to touch the feeling of confusing you, confusing myself. One day, if you leave me, i'll remeber that you make me anything but ordinary,
that's one of my exprience named happyness

Avril Lavigne - Anything But Ordinary

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feets
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby
Is it enough?